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Here I go on the road again on the way to drive
There ahead is somethin' new to know somethin' great to strive
Chorus:
You're just another station right behind my back
You're the book I read before
I'm burnin' down the bridges notta get t'ya back
That ain't what I'm goin for


Climbin’ up the walls
(Lyrics by Yan)

I really don’t know why
I still can’t find the place
Since we said good bye
It’s all over now
Like it’s never been
Nothin’ left to say
Credits on the screen

Chorus:

Climbin’ up the walls
Screamin’ like I’m wounded in the night
Knowin’ people meet and leave each other
It’s all right
Lost at an endless sea
Ragin’ like a mad dog in a cage
Tell me why it is so
If we turned the page


I really don’t know why
I still care about
What we left behind
I’m too ashamed to cry
I don’t think I should
But I would turn it back
If I only could

Chorus:

You know that was no love
You just were near I didn’t mind
Yeah quite like that
And now when it’s all over
Will I find the answer why it hurts so bad?

Chorus:

I really don’t know why
You don’t know whatcha’ve got
Until you say good bye
That’s what I can’t deny
I don’t think I should
I know if I tried
It would be no good
Yeah wouldn’t be any good

Chorus:

Climbin’ up the walls
All night and day
Knowin’ that occurs to many others
That’s ok
Found in an empty space
Ragin’ like a mad dog in a cage
Tell me why it is so
If we turned the page


You Promised Me Heaven
(Lyrics by Yan)

You promised me heaven
You promised me heaven
Bein’ holdin’ my hand
We could understand
It’s now and forever
You promised me heaven
You promised me heaven
Eyes into eyes
Into one both lives
And two souls together

Since we have met
I’ve been outta my head
From the beauty of your face
You’ve rocked my world
And it seemed to me
You’re from the other space
And it got clear we are
Made for each other right away
There was no need of words to say

Chorus

Our hearts kept on beatin’ as one
Until you passed away
Cruel destiny
Took you away from me
That cold and rainy day
Before you left this world
You didn’t even say goodbye
Just hardly whispered please don’t cry

Chorus:

I'll see you in heaven.


Let Me Know (If It’s Not Too Late)
(Lyrics by Yan)

God!
Please forgive me for all the wrong things that I’ve done
Shoulda been a better man and I ain’t been one
Can’t stand it no longer, this anger and hate
Let me know if it’s not too late
One on one with my self in my own private hell
And it seems to me now nothing‘s able to help
But someone told me You’re Almighty and Great
Let me know if it’s not too late

What’s this feeling hangin’ upside down?
When there’s nothin’ but the sign “There’s no way out”
What’s this feeling that makes you wanna scream and shout?
Like I do now

God!
Please forgive me for all the wrong things that I’ve done
Shoulda been a better man and I ain’t been one
Can’t stand it no longer, this anger and hate
Let me know if it’s not too late
One on one with my self in my own private hell
And it seems to me now nothing‘s able to help
But someone told me You’re Almighty and Great
Let me know if it’s not too late

There’s a demon whisperin’ in my ear
Sayin’, he’s my friend and turns me blind with rage
What’s this feeling always on the edge?
Like I am now

God!
Please forgive me for all the wrong things that I’ve done
Shoulda been a better man and I ain’t been one
Can’t stand it no longer, this anger and hate
Let me know if it’s not too late
Used to drive in the dark or I just have been blind
Gone so far in the wrong way so need to rewind
Won’t you heal my heart if I open its gate?
Let me know if it’s not too, know if it’s not too late

Get me outta here
Let me know if it’s not too late
Get me outta here
Let me know if it’s not too late
Not too late

God!
Please forgive me for all the wrong things that I’ve done
………… and I ain’t been one
You’re Almighty and Great
Let me know if it’s not too late


Cold Cold Cold
(Lyrics by Yan)

Cold cold cold
Ain’t nothin’ but I’m
Cold cold cold
Ain’t nothing but I’m so alone
With you but still on my own
Cold cold cold
Ain’t nothin’ but I’m
Cold cold cold
I just can barely hold on
With you but still on my own

I bring ya stars from the night sky
I live and die for you every day
I’m on the run for you stublin’ till my knees bleed
I try my best along the way

You used to bring me sunshine
Now it ain’t nothin’ but hailin’ with rain
Do I deserve the things ya do
It seems like pain’s your middle name
(Chorus):
Cold cold cold
Ain’t nothin’ but I’m
Cold cold cold
Ain’t nothing but I’m so alone
With you but still on my own
Cold cold cold
Ain’t nothin’ but I’m
Cold cold cold
I just can barely hold on
With you but still on my own

The picture ain’t from the best ones
I wish ya could see it all with my eyes
Seems like you’re blind to see and deaf to hear what I’m sain’
Well I just might be waste my time

A human heart’s not a toy, babe
It’s not to be trifled with like you do
Just one more step this way and I start
To hate my self for lovin’ you
(Chorus):
Talk to me
And just have no disguise
The ugliest truth however is
Much better than the prettiest lies
Oh God knows
I tried to make it right
You brake a bone
When you’re alone to fight

I’ll tell ya what, girl
Ain’t no kidin’
You’re close but far
You just might be cheatin’
Whatever comes along
Is so wrong
For so long
That’s why I wrote this freakin’ song
I keep on tellin’ ya I’m
Cold cold cold
You spit on my intention
Cold cold cold
For havin’ your attention
Where is my girlfriend
I fell in love with
So tell me what I’m to you If you are doin’ this:

Holdin’ me to hold me down
Pickin’ me up to mess me around
Do ya really think it’s allright
Girl, ya gotta let me know
Treat me right or let me go
To some other side
Decide
(Chorus):


And it is you
(lyrics by Yan)

I’m walkin’ down the streets
In the city that never sleeps
Yeah it’s always the same
In my own point of view

Passin’ slowly through the noisy crowd
Lookin’ nowhere not lookin’ around
There’s somethin’ that I think about
And it is you

There’s somethin’ I’ve got inside
Somethin’ makin’ the wrong things right
Anything that may come
Аnything that I do

There’s something that keeps my engine hot
And I keep on thankin’ God
For amazing precious one I’ve got
And it is you

And let the winds go wild I don’t care

Let the showers pour
It doesn’t matter anymore
If you’re with me forever
Forever and ever

Everyone needs a hand to hold
In this strange cruel and crazy world
When I’m out of the road
And don’t know what to do

Someone’s there for me to hold the light
Someone’s there for me to help me fight
There is someone special by my side
And it is you

Got the greatest treasure by my side
And it is you


Doesn’t Matter
(Lyrics by Yan)

Walkin’ with a smile it’s totally hard
With minced meat instead of heart
And it’s not that easy to pretend
When the emptiness’s the current friend

Well, I just can imagine everybody knows it
Everyone goes through his desert
And guess there ain’t no one who loves it
I ain’t ever seen that one

Chorus:

There ain’t no turnin’ back never and ever and ever and ever
Whose fault that love and hate are two strangers and walkin’ together
And probably someday the wounds will skin over and get any better
It will be so far away and then one just may say “doesn’t matter”

It never says -”May I come in, my dear?”
But you know it’s already here
And you recognize it right away
What do you choose to die or pray?

Chorus:

As there’s no turnin’ back never and ever and ever and ever
Whose fault that joy and pain are two sisters and walkin’ together
And might be someday the wounds will skin over and get any better
It will be so far away and then one just may say “doesn’t matter”


A Brand New Start
(Lyrics by Yan)

She’s lookin’ for salvation
All-in, lonely
In tears hidden by the pourin’ rain
If anyone saw her pain only

Same thoughts, the same old questions
“How come, why me?”
I have been where she is now
I know this misery

Chorus:

I took a brand new start
In the world completely gone so cold
I took a brand new start
With three little sisters-Faith, Love and Hope
Too much pain’s behind but life goes on
I know I’ll find my way back home
A chance for a desperate heart
To take a brand new start

He says straight up to heaven
“How much longer?”
Asks God to take his soul away
Thinks he couldn’t get any stronger

God whispers “Here’s the answer”
But he don’t hear a thing
It’s been happening a lot of times
To you and me
Don’t ya think?

Chorus:

I took a brand new start
In the world completely gone so cold
I took a brand new start
With three little sisters-Faith, Love and Hope
Too much pain’s behind but life goes on
I know God will light my way home
A chance for a desperate heart
To take a brand new start

I know, desperation hates to stay alone
That’s what it’s comin’ for
You try to run away but it’s still on your back
Like it happened before
But today,
No way
I push the pedal down, I’m on my way
Eat the dust as I’m away, I’m so away, so far away
For the next day


Don’t Look Back
(Lyrics by Yan)

Baby please
Don’t look back
Please don’t hold on to the past
Let’s just lay it for the rest
We’ve been lost
Down the track
But open up your eyes see
I’m not the one I used to be

I deplore
Yes I do
All the madness
I’ve been puttin’ you through
That’s found a home down your memory

Baby please
Don’t look back
Can’t you see that you’re the one
All of it depends upon
Let’s turn white
What’s turned black
Let us keep it and restore
There ain’t nothin’ I want more

You’re the half I stuck to
Ain’t no one closer
No one closer than you
In my life and my memory

Beggin’ you

Here’s my heart
And it’s up to you
To tear it up to many many many little tiny pieces
Or to make it feel brand new
To raise your thumb
Or turn it down on me
Down on me

Baby please
Don’t look back
You are all I’m livin’ for
Everything and even more
Pull this sting outta my back
I’d give everything I’ve got
Could stand everything but

To flow my days
Without you
How do I make it?
I just ain’t got no clue
Thrown away
From your memory

Baby please
Don’t look back
Baby please
Don’t look back
Baby please
Don’t look back


Life Is A Party
(Lyrics by Yan)

Life is a party
This is what I suddenly found
Life is a party
When you’re gone and when you’re not around
Life is a party
This is what it’s all about
Life is a party
When you’re gone and when you’re not around

Wake up in the mornin’ there ain’t no one by my side
But being alone is better, being with you is suicide
I guess I was just blind and slow
Then I didn’t know
Hey how here we go

Life is a party
This is what I suddenly found
Life is a party
When you’re gone and when you’re not around
Life is a party
This is what it’s all about
Life is a party
When you’re gone and when you’re not around

It will never be as same as what it’s been before
All the ugly things you’ve done ain’t workin’ anymore
You thought it’ll kill me day by day
No way, I’m ok
Hey hey, get away

Chorus:

Wake up in the mornin’ there ain’t no one by my side
But being alone is better, being with you is suicide
Cannot talk’bout the future I ain’t got no crystal ball
But if it wasn’t for bad luck I’d have no luck at all…..