g left for me
all pride is gone and here is nothing to love
and everything is so damn lost again
..and I cant see your heart

weak mind, your innocence is so absurd
are you the same as me or are you mourning on command
all this failure is so real to me

I can't feel no approval from ones that I love
this is permanent and I cant stand this hell I feel
..I'm feared and loathed besides

jaded eyes can see nothing left for me
all pride is gone and here is nothing to love
and everything is so damn lost again
..and I can't see your heart

oh my eyes
so jaded now
I can't see, I can't see no more
I'm so jaded to this cold life

this is permanent and I cant stand this hell I feel
..I'm feared and loathed besides


2. Last Night

Stars, oh let them shine, it's the last night to see the light
tonight, just like every night in this gale
since you were gone, oh it feels like a thousand years
without you, but now is time to pay the old debt

bullet is loaded so let it go
and taste desire

feel my pain now
make it go away
my whole life burns without you
I'm dying every night without you

hold my breath now tight
don't catch me if I fall
I'm ready to die without you
I'm dying every night without you

waves of sadness, wash away my sanity
and tonight, I will leave these nights behind
I need you, to ease me.. I can't do it by myself
come closer.. will you share the last night with me

bullet is loaded so let it go
and taste desire
feel my pain now
make it go away
my whole life burns without you
I'm dying every night without you
hold my breath now tight
don't catch me if I fall
I'm ready to die without you

I'm dying every night without you

feel my pain now
make it go away
my whole life burns without you
I'm dying every night without you

feel my pain now
make it go away
my whole life burns without you
I'm dying every night without you
hold my breath now tight
don't catch me if I fall
I'm ready to die without you

I'm dying every night without you

now were falling down
now were falling down
now were falling down


3. Wrapped In Plastic

now it’s so dark here she is missed by everyone
today was her funeral, the biggest occasion in town

her final show

behind the curtains she was a different girl
now only her diary can tell us what she was like

wrapped in plastic all alone
washed from river at morning dawn
naked and against the rocks
sweetest girl is dead and flogged

she never knew the joy that a little love can bring
never ever will the light shine in her eyes again

wrapped in plastic all alone
washed from river at morning dawn
naked and against the rocks
sweetest girl is dead and flogged
her arms bend back, and she can see the light and feel alive
now that she's gone, she's feeling fine tonight and every night


4. Mourning Rain

I'm crawling inside of an empty dream
where you are by my side
I'm loosing all hope of better days
even you were not for real
and my fate is what I seal

you gave a moment of real life
a reminder of what I am
a fool that suppose to feel no love
loosing all of hope
a fool without a home

you told me here is no you or me
some wasted tears and love instead
and I'm still waiting for you my love

one failed moment of you and me
and sadness will pour all over me
and once again the love was lost
in the morning rain

I'm crawling inside of an empty dream
where you are by my side
I'm loosing all hope of better days
even you were not for real
and my fate is what I seal

you told me here is no you or me
some wasted tears and love instead
and once again the love was lost

one failed moment of you and me
and sadness will pour all over me
and I'm still waiting for you my love
in the morning rain

you told me here is no you or me
some wasted tears and love instead
and once again the love was lost

one failed moment of you and me
and sadness will pour all over me
and I'm still waiting for you my love
in the morning rain


5. Blackened Hearts

you're the crack inside my silence
shadow that blinds my eyes
and your heaven is in my hell..

you're pulling me down all night
ripping my strait so fine
hate has won all of your love

all our lives are past now
all our lives are gone far away

now that everything's alright with you
your sanity ain't right at all
now you're feeling so fine
six feet under you sleep
all is better this way
this lovely way

you are tear in my eye
and once again I fall in despair
and left alone so
I need your sweetness in here
will you show me how you do
all of your heart invasions
between me and all of you

but blackened hearts wont seal together
- I will turn and you will go -
but blackened hearts wont ruin together
- and we will never be complete.. -

..and all of me will fall into decay for our love..

you are tear in my eye
and once again I fall in despair
and left alone so..
cause nothing will heal
and nothing will ease me
I'll do it again
come crawling back to you..

I need your sweetness in here
will you show me how you do
all of your heart invasions
between me and all of you

..and all of me will fall into decay for our love..

you are tear in my eye
once again i fall in despair
and left alone so..


6. Horrors Of The Present Day

this is the end of normal life

I cant see much hope in our situation...
even though it's all
I would ever want.
I could ever need

will I ever heal from the wounds that you left
here in my heart
some wounds so deep even time can't heal em

as long as I can feel, I want you here with me..
you leaved me every morning..
this one final time, now took it all

end of everything night after night
this is the end of normal life
end of everything night after night
this is the end of normal life

all of my tears won't take the pain away
- life is on it's end
all of our nights you let them go away..
- I can't trust my eyes
all of my fears you let them come to life
- horrors of the present day
all of my life I'll give to you
- this one final time

most beautiful of them all, eternally you shall be
like a long lost friend
I yearn your touch I yearn everything in you

end of everything night after night
this is the end of normal life
end of everything night after night
this is the end of normal life

all of my tears won't take the pain away
- life is on it's end
all of our nights you let them go away..
- I can't trust my eyes
all of my fears you let them come to life
- horrors of the present day
all of my life I'll give to you
- this one final time

all of my tears won't take the pain away
all of our nights you let them go away..
all of my fears you let them come to life
all of my life I'll give to you
- this one final time


7. All Life Is Losing

you were driven apart from me
- it's so cold without you -
love has died so many times
- but not in so painful way -

and you will always remain here in my heart
why you had to go so young, I fall anyway

deep is this sadness
now everything is so damn far away
and love is hurting, I won't seal my fate..
I lose anyway

so empty is my heart without you
- only you ever made me smile -
I hope you're fine wherever you are

and you will always remain here in my heart
why you had to go so young, I fall anyway

deep is this sadness, now everything is so damn far away
and love is hurting, I wont seal my fate.. I lose anyway

all what is precious, my worthless life is tearing me apart
night of the living death.. why you had to go so young I lose anyway

I lose anyway
I lose anyway
all life, all life

all life is losing
please let me drown
I never claimed that life is easy

all life is losing
please let me drown
I never claimed that life is easy


8. I Love My Misery

we are not the same we are different kinds
and you think I'm going down
you are so right it's the way I am
and I love my way
you believe in your fate in religious lies
no I can't see the light
I don't wanna feel it I don't wanna know
words that make you down

in some twisted way.. I love my misery

every second of day
and everything that you do
you're afraid that
they don't love your way
can't you see what they doing to you
you have to let it go

close your eyes just one time
and see the world with my eyes
can't you see
I'm just too fool to die

I'm the one you should not care
as I love my misery

you will give your life, you will give your soul
and you think that you are so fine
it's artificial feeling, an illusion of life
sailing in that ship of fools
I'd rather be alone, I'd rather drown in your eyes
now you can't see the light
you're growing sadness deep inside of you
and you try to hide it
please let me show.. how to love misery

you can't change the way I am
I fall each day
in some twisted way.. I love my misery

every second of day
and everything that you do
you're afraid that
they don't love your way
can't you see what they doing to you
you have to let it go

close your eyes just one time
and see the world with my eyes
can't you see
I'm just too fool to die

I'm the one you should not care
as I love my misery

you can't change the way I am
I fall every day
in some twisted way.. I love my misery

every second of day
and everything that you do
you're afraid that
they don't love your way
can't you see what they doing to you
you have to let it go

close your eyes just one time
and see the world with my eyes
can't you see
I'm just too fool to die

I'm the one you should not care
as I love my misery

I love my misery - just too fool to die
I love my misery - just too fool to die
I love my misery - just too fool to die
I love my misery - just too fool to die
I love my misery - just too fool to die

you are so right - it's the way I am
you are so right - it's the way I am


9. No Fate Inside

I yield each day...
this pitiful life flows
and I die once in a day

and the strength that keeps my smile is gone
forever feeling low
I can fall every day

this innate sadness makes me feel
that I have no fate inside
and I will never be what you call a man..
raining Sundays, so fragile moments
I can't ever see how to make a smile
this feeling is so deep inside of me

will I ever learn
how can my pale skin turn to red
will you ever see
me without single tear in my eyes...

which bleed every day
living fear awake
grief will last eternally

and just none will ever love my way
no matter what I say
I will always be alone...

this innate sadness makes me feel
that I have no fate inside
and I will never be what you call a man..
raining Sundays, so fragile moments
I can't ever see how to make a smile
this feeling is so deep inside of me

only purpose of my life
is to serve as a warning
to all of the others

this innate sadness makes me feel
that I have no fate inside
and I will never be what you call a man..
raining Sundays, so fragile moments
I can't ever see how to make a smile
this feeling is so deep inside of me

will I ever learn
how can my pale skin turn to red
will you ever see
me without single tear in my eyes..


10. Apology

you been gone for so long
lost track of time lost the smile from my face
and nothing will change it
I had my time and I am to blame

the year I had with you was the time of my life
I had it all and I am to blame
now that all is gone and nothing will ever change it
all that I can say is please forgive..

You were the one shine for me
-in this darkness i have lost it
now its too late

and so many things were left to do
-I miss you so that I could fall apart
and no one could ever take your place away from my
heart, from my soul

this is the end, this is the end my love
- so many things were left to say
never again, never again I swear
- all will fade without you

and so many things were left to do
-I miss you so that I could fall apart
and no one could ever take your place away from my
heart, from my soul

this is the end, this is the end my love
- so many things were left to say
never again, never again I swear
- all will fade without you

depression, mind infection
lost self-control, it's a self-deception
I would die in your arms and born in your heart..