Shadegrown

Forever alone


* * *

Confused

Look at me with these strange eyes
Touch something deep inside me
Guess what do i hold inside
You don't see anything, blinded

Are you able to think with own head?
Are you able to have own beliefs?
So, while the other ones pray
Let us just stand here and miss

And i blame the whole world for this
Twist my feelings all way around
Force me to wear this black shroud
Turn all my love into hate


* * *

You Disappear

You stand by the seashore
Turned your back to me
The sky is full of clouds
Leaving just a narrow gleam over the horizon

Sky and sea merge together
Into deep dark blue abyss
You are gazing upon this view
With hair blowing about by the breeze

And while i'm approaching
You disappear
Leaving nothing
But striking chill
To remind me
That you were here


* * *

Cold

And whatever i remember i remember it cold
My feelings were never warmer than a stone
There is no devotion my heart could achieve
My mind has no purpose feelings could give

And wherever i go
And whatever you told
Cold - from the day i born
Cold - every cell of my soul


* * *

Rain Whole Day

Grey sky, mighty pines, sacred land
Why my visions became dull and grey?
Why fresh air seems stuffy to me?
Why i can hardly breath?

"Rain is the tears left inside the heart haven't found the way outside"

It was raining all day long, turning the world into something liquid and muddy
Nothing could withstand, flowing down in an endless stream
So is my spirit, fluently sinking into a liquid grey bog
Where everything drowns in morbid doze

The rain washed away my tears
Washed away my feelings
Washed all me away
It was raining whole day


* * *

Between Sky and Sea

Waves leisurely run up to my feet
Their measured lapping calms me
No soul around isn't it pleasant?
Now i need nothing but this vast expanse
And this quiet lapping
In everlasting motion

The clouds stretch into long flakes
Fantastically lightened by
Invisible rays of sun
They form an amazing world
A world between sky and sea
A world i always yearned for

And now i'm finally rising above the earth
And now i'm finally flying towards my dream
And now i finally dissolve and become
Serene essence soaring among

The clouds, the clouds
Soaring among