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| 1 | Lightning & Snow
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| | 2 | Death Is Not an Exit
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| | 3 | Keeper of the Ledger
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| | 4 | Traveling Alone
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| | 5 | Adora Vivos
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| | 6 | Silver
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| | 7 | Career Suicide (Is Not Real Suicide)
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| | 8 | Modern Life Architecture
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| | 9 | Kiss My Ashes (Goodbye)
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| | 10 | Finality
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| | 11 | Alternate Ending |
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David Gold - Vocals (lead), Guitars (rhythm), Drums
Joel Violette - Guitars (lead), Bass, Piano
Guests:
Raph Weinroth-Browne - Cello
Angela Schleihauf - Oboe |
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Recorded at Beach Road Studios (Ontario, Canada)
Mixed at Bordello Recording Rooms (Oslo, Norway).
LP edition features a bonus 7" containing the following tracks:
01. Alternate Ending (not present on the regular LP)
02. Finality (Siegfried Mieir Mix) - VINYL EXCLUSIVE |
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| 1. Lightning & Snow
There was a flash of lightning, followed by snow
In a moment of silence (for myself), after a shock to the soul
With a look of disbelief, alone and numb to the cold
I knew the last moment had passed, before enduring years of sorrow
There was a crack of electric light, |
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My dreams flashed before my eyes, as they were erased from my life
There was a flash of lightning, followed by snow
'Twas just the moment of change, before years of sorrow
The shock and awe, the fright and woe
I only had one life to live, and life said no
The loss of love, has left me hollow
All bliss twists into pain, where there was joy,
Years of grief have followed!
There was a flash of lightning, followed by snow
It struck my heart, only once... which made me want it more
The emptiness it left in me, will always need to be filled
For it will be there all the time, from now on, forever more
There was a crack of electric light, coming down from a darkened sky
My dreams flashed before my eyes,
As they were erased from my life
There was a flash of lightning, followed by snow
'Twas just a moment of pain, before years of sorrow
The shock and awe, the fright and woe
And when I asked for a second chance, life said no
2. Death Is Not an Exit
The bleak life and modern times
Of grey skies and electric light
Life... life... so life is precious, after all
Respect the body, for it is all you really are
Life... life... so life is precious after all
Protect the body, for it is all that keeps you on
We are confined, to the nature of reality
Where the failure of our system, will be the end of our dream
Between the fields of darkness, before and after we exist
Earth is a spiritual place, but there is nothing after this
We were nothing... for a billion years before our time
And we will be... nothing more again, for an eternity yet to come
Whoa! Death is not an exit (death is a flick of the switch)
The bleak life and modern times... of grey skies and electric light
In the bleak life and modern times... of grey skies and electric light
3. Keeper of the Ledger
It is a fair and noble arrangement
This business of life and existence
Where everything we take from the earth
Will be taken back and returned
The face of god has always been disguised
As the mother / giver and lover of all life
But the keeper of the ledger for the cult of nature
Only concerns that your body returns on time
Return to the earth, pay the price for your existence
Into the hand of earth's domain
For there is balance to be maintained
The count is cold and calculated, the precision is exact
No one is exempt or unaccounted for,
All that was taken will be taken back
The gods have always been believed to love,
And care for the quality of our lives
But the keeper of the ledger for the cult of nature,
Only concerns with quantity of your time
We create our myths of purpose,
To fill our lives with hope and wonder
But to the keeper of the ledger for the cult of nature
Your body is just... a(nother) number
It is a fair assumption, of our human nature to assume...
That the business of nature... is inherently good
(When) nature comes collecting, it doesn't care at all about you
Nature comes collecting, it doesn't care at all to know you
(When) nature comes collecting, it doesn't care to hear your story
Nature comes collecting, and only wants you for your body
Nature is the man (after all), nature is the mob (after all)
Nature is the business (after all), nature is the cult
4. Traveling Alone
When I look around you I understand why you believe
I see your evidence of God, all around me
You have so therefore you are, but I have not
You've seen the evidence of God in your life, but I have none
When I was questioned, I shook my head and stared
I was traveling alone, and had nothing to declare
He asked how I knew for sure
And would I tell everyone I knew
If it would hurt to know the truth
I can be thankful to be alive but I despise this life
In all my years, at best, I've only learned just to survive
But when I look around you, I understand why you believe
I see your evidence of God, all around me
You have so therefore you are but I have not
You've seen the evidence of God but I have not and I have none
(When he asked me), I shook my head and laughed
I never had a taste for life
And I felt there was no turning back
Would I try to take away their hope?
Replace it with reality
Exchange their joy with my bleak view
And leave them miserable like me?
I have searched and I have tried to find a place where I can be
I love my homeland dearly but never carved a place in society
But when I look around you I understand why you believe
I see your evidence of God, all around me
You have so therefore you are, but I have not
You are too rich for hate, and I am too poor to love
When I asked him, he shook his head and stared
"I see no evidence of God, in the men from the west"
5. Adora Vivos
A moment of silence... but not one moment more
The dead are to be forgotten, we are here to be adored
Look me, in the eyes, don't believe a word they say
For life is good, life is glory, though we live, one life only
Tell me, in real time, don't hesitate to profess
Love me, in the flesh, don't wait 'till death to sing my praise
A moment of silence... but not one moment more
The dead are to be forgotten, we are here to be adored
In the bleak life and modern times, under grey skies and electric light
Mortal men are living gods, more real than any god ever was
Adora vivos - our people are civilized...
Love the living while they're still alive
Adora vivos - our people are civilized...
We shouldn't worship the dead
In the bleak life and modern times,
Under grey skies and electric light
Where the living still walk the earth alone,
More real than any god ever was
In bleak life, (we are realer than gods!) -
More real than any god ever was
In modern times (we are realer than gods!) -
More real than any God ever was
Under grey skies and electric light, we the living still walk the earth alone
Where mortal men are living gods, more real than any god... ever was
A moment of silence, (for the dead) but not one moment more
They've all gone to be forgotten, we're still here, to be adored
Look me, in the face, and don't believe a word I say
This life is hard, this life is lonely, and we are here, for one night only
See the pain, in my eyes, the defeat, of my age
Feel the urgency of time, and don't wait ˜till death to sing my praise
A moment of silence (for the dead), but not one moment more
The dead are to be forgotten, we are here to be adored
If you're waiting for tomorrow, save yourself for another day
But if you're living in the moment, don't wait (˜till death) to sing my praise
6. Silver
Come when you need me, leave me when you need to be free
Come when you want me, leave me when you need me to understand
Did you fall out of love, because you fell in love again?
Did you fall out of love, because you fell in love, with someone new?
When the new love, shined with all the promise of
All I couldn't give to you
And the new life offered all you wanted, and you had to choose
I helped to carry you, I took good care of you, I wanted us to continue
But I knew, that you would leave, when the time was right for you
Life was a relay
I passed it off to you
You ran away, and won the race
You never looked back, to see what happened to me,
For I was only second place
When the new love, shined with all the promise of
All I couldn't give to you
And the new life offered all you wanted,
And you were asked to choose
We come together to share your sorrows -
Where you save yourself for someone else
You keep your distance in times of hope,
While I cry (for you) all by myself
When you're silver, you never come first,
When you're silver, the truth always hurts
I don't want unconditional love, Ill always need to be judged
I don't want a traditional love, Ill always need to be wanted
By someone else
When did the city make you so cold?
We share your sorrows but I dine alone...
When did the city make you so cold?
I cry alone - while you dine with someone else
When did the city make you so cold?
We cry together but I dine alone...
When did the city make you so cold?
We share your sorrows but I dine alone... I always dine alone...
7. Career Suicide (Is Not Real Suicide)
We were born to live, in a desperate time
Where it seems the death of dreams, is the end of life
But we have only one life to live, just one opportunity
And failure is not the end of the world, that's just society!
Career suicide is not real suicide, career suicide is alright
Career suicide is not real suicide, career suicide is fine
We are all expendable, and we can be replaced
They have supplies of infinite lives, and no time to waste
But we have only one life to live, one time to exist
And though there is no afterlife (after all),
There is still more to life than this!
Career suicide is not real suicide, career suicide is alright
Career suicide is not real suicide, career suicide is fine
Career suicide is not real suicide, its not real suicide at all...
Career suicide is not real suicide, its not the end of the world...
Death is the failure of our parts,
Failure is just the death of dreams
There's more to life than success
But only death is real...
ONLY DEATH IS REAL!
Death is the failure of our parts,
Failure is just the death of dreams
There's more to life than success
But only death is real...
Career suicide is not real suicide, career suicide is alright
Career suicide is not real suicide, career suicide is fine
Career suicide is not real suicide, its not real suicide at all...
Career suicide is not real suicide, its not the end of the world...
Its not the end of the world.
8. Modern Life Architecture
When we're young, we design a plan,
We work, we build, we make it real
And in the moment it becomes complete,
The first cracks start to appear
A weak foundation, finally revealed
in the desperation, when the walls came tumbling down
Oh, in my prime - oh, never to return
Oh, as I once was - a broken man,
Living half a life... (without you...)
On the path to recovery, As a sign of the times,
With the empires crumbling I left all dreams abandoned,
On the steps of a modern life
In defeat we redesign the plan, and we give it just one more chance
As we take another deep breath, and prepare for the worst, again
A life in crisis, is always threatened by time
For the longer it takes to be restored...
The less likely it is to occur
Oh, in my prime - oh, never to return
Oh, as I once was - a broken man,
Living all alone... (without you...)
On the path to recovery, with the empires crumbling
I left all dreams abandoned, on the steps of a modern life
On the path to recovery, with the empires crumbling
I left all dreams abandoned with you, on the steps of a modern life
There is always hope, of course, that one day, we will
Rise again but this modern life architecture,
Is crumbling, under the weight of the world
9. Kiss My Ashes (Goodbye
To mourn the end is to say goodbye
Not to yearn for that which we will never have again
We cry for our life together - because we know it will end
And we try to understand, how we could ever love again
Save your tears, at the end of our time...
We've cried enough in our lives, at the end of our time,
Just kiss my ashes goodbye
We miss them so much now that they are gone
Took them for granted for living, so long
We read their words again, and we listen to them again
as we start to understand, what they were trying to say, all along
Ohhhh, save your tears,
At the end of our time, kiss my ashes goodbye
Whoa! Kiss my ashes goodbye
PART 2
Curse all those who were so vain
Who felt entitled to hold a place on the earth
As a grave for their remains
But no monument for me, please... I am not one of them
I didn't need it in life, I won't need it in death
Whoa, just kiss my ashes goodbye
Whoa, when I die... kiss my ashes goodbye
When words become irrelevant,
And you start to feel as though ...you've been misled
Keep me out of sight, leave me out of mind...
When the thought no longer serves you, when I no longer serve you,
Just let the memories die (...and move on)
Whoa, kiss my ashes goodbye
Whoa, when I die... kiss my ashes goodbye
10. Finality
When we have all gone, to the silence of eternity...
To first be forgotten, and lost in the records of the earth
Could I still miss you, then, in the time and space after life
When no one is searching anymore,
And where we are nowhere to be found
We didn't spend our life together
And I will miss you forever
The choice was mine, to long for a time, that will never come
Though we leave the world apart, I, still went peacefully,
Quietly, with you, still, firmly... in my heart
I will wait forever. I wait...
11. Alternate Ending
In the darkness, under the stars, with enough warning,
To pull off to the side, in time
In the end, was there anyone to share in your joy?
I woke up one day...and realized it was already over
Back on the highway, under the moon, my final moments,
Still wondering about you...
In the end, was there anyone to share in your joy?
I woke up for years without you, to realize it was already over, for me
Now making amendments... to the story...
Changing the ending, as I would like it to be
We were together, in a memory and we live forever, in finality
Holding on... to a dream...
When the end... couldn't come slow enough for me.
Holding on...