Nothingface

be my thing
Take this back

This thing, my thing, one thing, take it all back from me

I'll do what you want you scare me
And you puch my back cause you know my one thing
I can feel you now my thinking
Take this back my evil one thing
Take this back

This thing, my thing, one thing, take it all back from me

You see in me, what I have left for you
You see in me, why you think I left this for you
You see in me, now that it's over
You see in me and the farmer says to his garden, you're gonna die soon
And the doctor says to his patient, you're gonna die soon
And the leader says to his nation, you're gonna die soon
And the God says to his creation, you're gonna die now

Why cant you try to take this one thing, my thing take it
And I can't stick these hands up well
I can be why me got me, I can't fuck this shit
My one thing, my one thing


2. Pacifier

One time through the door, and on the floor
All I wanna be is just a little whore
All I wanna do what I wanna do to myself, I cut my itty bitty self
I can't think about you and what you wanna do, I should, I better stop myself cause you could be like that old man that said, and this is what he said to me:

I don't wanna feel this way anymore, cause I cannot take all this wont you save me

I don't need this shit to end this endless story, take my savior take my pacifier

Believe more in a core I've stored everything you said
Put my hell to bed now again, I dream bad ones as it seems this is why I cannot redeem
What I do everything I do is just for blame's sake, anyways and this is what he said to me, and anyway, and this is what he said to me, what he said to me


3. Lipsdick

One time, long ago I ripped myself up
Put on my lipstick said I'm gonna give this shit up
I fear what I gots to fear, cause it's nothing that I fear in something
I am yellow piss in a pipe dream, this rocks for you I meant
I am this and you are that, cause it's something
What I have is nothing

I can't live in this world, time beats you crush your soul
Laugh at your breathing eyes, cut my throat, downtime, why me?

I'll wait there for you, that time was long ago I still rip myself up
Took off my lipstick and I didn't give the shit up
I feared what I had to fear, still it's nothing that I fear in something
I am little boy in a wet dream, this g.i. joe it seems,
I'll share this and you share that, cause in something I have nothing

Kill myself on my knees, why I try my disease
I bleed to take these pills, slit my wrist, downtime, why me?

I'll wait there for you

This old man please die
I fall deeper, toys of mine broken
I'll buy new toys, this bitch won't play with me
I could hurt her, this old trend dies one more harder
Don't tell me I'm wrong you didn't live this with me
When I have my own cause it could've been, would've been, this is my own.


4. Undercut

Sane closed my head shut now that I am painted black
Everything I am is gone, like you pushed me
I burned my hand, closed now, I close my soul from behind,
Now every time I wonder if my sodomy's gone

Repent my undercut (repent my lies)
Sewn shut nailed to myself (sewn shut my eyes)

Crushed ever deeper, I am dead there's no belief
Time to try more to care, nothing more, I care now
Everything is done, undone to keep myself a whole,
Try believe myself, believing everything I want

Repent my undercut (repent my lies)
Sewn shut nailed to myself (sewn shut my eyes)

Time to give myself peace, everything brought on leave
I try my hardest and there's too much now, every time there's no trust
All is gone, this part of you, my friend,
Send my friend now is gone but you'll see
Stained black neck and bloody hands, oh I am, damned I am
There's a dead whore at my feet, there's nothing
Give me my head - nothing more, I am dead
See my fate, my soul, my element is whole
Everyone done, no belief, sadness and an open dream
Unsure these books all read, death is fed through absent grief
All these pages and no one sees five years and a smoking gun
Now my blood it thickens and it all stops now


5. Defaced

Little boy, come play with me, go hide from me, then I'll seek you
He tries to find me, can he hear me?
My uncle touched me, run away from this

Culture, I'll try more
Culture, do it better hate more
Culture, scream once and push it
Culture, threw it out the door
Culture, talk shit fuck it do it every day
Culture, one time, why it defaces me

While I wonder, come all so closer, you want to fuck me, try and fuck me
I scream in pleasure, I scream to nothing, I want to die now, run away from this

(repeat chorus)

One time, why deface me?
Tell me why you raped me, tried to ruin me, look what you gave me
You can't face me


6. Self Punishment

Gotta mind, gotta fine mind

Find out what I'm thinking, what I'm feeling
My confusing living blind mind, no acid pop dreams lampshade dress me
Tripping on greed, my own delusions, table ready salt
Skull conversation demand what's right, lying gold man
Emotion complexion feed your distress, wanting to be, a little nothing

Remake everything, don't want me, can't stop me
Everyone you do is just about dead anyways, fight me, tell me
Refake, fucked up everything, congressman dead oh anyways
Kill every motherfucker that stands in my fucking way, fight me, tell me

Little porno adventure, downward nothing, flight this with me can't conceive this
I'll love hate forever not for better, worse than me, dilated darkness
Little man, what an image, no more breeding, hand on my brain
My little blood stain, no backwards position, my incision, pissing blood
Tears please don't hurt me

(repeat chorus)

You've fucked jive everything, little slut to me just a wannabe

Gotta mind, gotta fine mind


7. Hitch

Recite, I feel everything
Relight my own joy in this, my own faggot fantasy
T.v. series lightbulb coffin, reborn, skinless nightmare
No words, only questions, like me, only everyone wants
Feel this feeling nothing

Nothing...do I care
Brings me...lie to me
Fucking...happiness
Can i...hate myself

Push me through all closed doors, and I can't find my way
I want to feel human, and I am what gives it away
Nothing can be done ugly, I am nothing but send me to my crucifix
Raping, falling inside out, playing what I used to be
Would he, collect his own mind?
My own is not pure and whole, piece this, less is what I am
Love is a wonderful thing to hate

(repeat chorus)


8. Useless

I laugh at you, as you cry with me, why must I feel hatred for you?
Uncle sammy tried to hurt, but he knows that we can't break his lies

Inside

One more paper, ten more murders, old man dart board, innocent extinction
Walk on my life, end ten thousand more lives
But he knows that we can't break his lies

Inside

I fear - exactly what you'll do to me
I fear - if I ever will be free
I fear - rip my heart out through my throat
I fear - a milllion screams I am one
I fear - sadist calling won't you come
I fear - faceles shell I am done
I fear - why see what you've done to me
I fear - you motherfuckin' wish you had


9. Perfect Person

I don't udnerstand this, all pain pushed inside, all plastic frustration
Why you cannot be you, I am walking hate, all this surrounds me
I can't even try, I don't understand

Why I hate me

You do not see, I don't understand, in a mirror I see nothing
Why don't I see something, my mind my own prison, your face my own toy
I have no honest reflection, I don't understand

Why I hate me

See what I am, everything has changed, and I can't find my own mind
Cause everything feels dead

I can't feel
I am numb
A perfect person

Kill me

Found out what I'm doing, I can't find my head


10. Communion

As time goes by and it's an endless deal, myself, my life
Think about my simple rights, just run away from my only fears
Contradict and compromise, made to feel like nothing

She...she wanted everything, made me see where I fall from behind

I bring myself under, time is an endless blur, I give my soul to you,
Time that my heart is used and giving is something you don't think about
Lying is just what you're all about
Please let my soul rest, I'll give myself just a little while