Mike Huhmann - vocals
Philipp Hanfland - guitars
Ulrich Busch - guitars
Dirk Bulmahn - bass
Carsten Schmerer - drums
European release: Remedy Records 2004
North American release: Magick Records 2005
(Bonustrack: 'Reborn' - live 2004 @ Rock Harz Open Air/ Germany)
Recorded at MetalSound Studio/ Germany, June 2003
Engineered by Torsten Sauerbrey
Mixed at Jailhouse Studio/ Denmark, September 2003
Mixed and mastered by Tommy Hansen
Cover artwork by Kurt Wörsdörfer/ Headcrime Artwork
Design and layout by Philipp Hanfland/ creative d-sign
Desaster And Decay
Come with me into my own land
I will show you heaven eternally
You see what I see, you feel what I feel
Come with me into my own land
I will show you heaven eternally
You see what I see, you feel what I feel
My paradise is your demise
And your demise is my s
urprise
I am a demon inside of your head
I am the evil I’m your death
Show you heaven, show you hell
Land of desaster and decay
Come with me into my land
I will show you what you’ll get
A place in heaven on earth
A place in paradise
Chorus:
Fly away with me, to a place where we can be
Fly away with me, to another place
Life’s to live - Death’s to die - To the end we fly
Come with me into my own land
I will show you heaven eternally
You see what I see, you feel what I feel
Come with me now, away from here
I will take your soul for eternity
You see the darkness, you see the hell in your own heart
My paradise is your demise
And your demise is my surprise
I am a demon inside of your head
I am the evil I’m your death
I show you heaven, show you hell
Land of desaster and decay
Chorus:
Fly away with me, to a place where we can be
Fly away with me, to your paradise
Dead Soul Decline
Is this the world we are living in
Is this the place where we are
Hate and despair all over the place
Is it real or just a dream
I close my eyes
And feel the wind touching my face
Feel anger, feel pain
But I don’t know where I am
I stare at the dark sky outside
Storm clouds al lover me
There is thunder and lightning
Is it real or just a dream
I close my eyes
And feel the wind touching my face
Feel anger, feel pain
But I don’t know where I am
I close my eyes
And feel the rain touching my face
Hear thunder rand noise
Feel the fear deep inside of me
I want to wake up, let me wake up now
Am I dreaming or is this reality
Chorus:
Through the rain I’m running
Along an endless road in the dark
Confusion deep inside of me
Is there a way out
Is there another side of life
I cannot comprehend what is real
I ask myself what’s the meaning of life
I can’t understand why we live here
Is there anybody out there
Who can help me find my way
I cannot escape of all these lies
Chorus:
Through the rain I’m running
Along an endless road in the dark
Confusion deep inside of me
Is there a way out
Is there another side of life
I cannot comprehend what is real
Is this the world we are living in
Is this the place where we are
Hate and despair all over the place
Is it real or just a dream
I close my eyes
And feel the darkness deep inside of me
Feel anger, feel pain
But I don’t know where I am
I close my eyes
And feel the emptiness inside of my heart
Hear nothing at all
Feel the fear deep inside of me
Chorus:
Through the rain I’m running
Along an endless road in the dark
Confusion deep inside of me
Is there a way out
Is there another side of life
I cannot comprehend what is real
The Nightmare Within
Risen back from the dead
Human fear feeds my suffocating lust
Haunting screams fill the night
Raped and splattered corpses rise my anger
Bodies - worn out - souls falling down
Butchery, makes me feel a sense of release
Chorus:
So many years which have passed by
And humans seem to be the same
Dying with or without feelings
Lifeless eyes stare in the dark
Waiting while my victims sleep
Just another game begins
And in their weakest hour
I decide their fate
Waiting while my victims sleep
Just another game begins
And in their weakest hour
I decide their fate
Malice - in my chest - just destroy subsistance
Certain death crawling nearer
Senseless moments interrupt the strain
Smash your body, rape your soul
And your nightmare starts again
Chorus:
So many years which have passed by
And humans seem to be the same
Dying with or without feelings
Lifeless eyes stare in the dark
Waiting while my victims sleep
Just another game begins
And in their weakest hour
I decide their fate
Engaged With Destiny
I think I am a little kid, and I think I’m full of life
I think I am a hero, and I save the world from lies
I think that I have the power, and I use it for the right
But I think that there is evil, and it’s deep inside of my mind
I think I am beautiful, and I think I’m nasty, too
I think I am affectionate, although I think that I am bad
I don’t know what’s the answer, there is always right or wrong
Don’t understand, don’t understand, what’s real in my whole life
I am all alone in this world, and no one hears my cries
I don’t know why (3x) must we die
Chorus:
I run away, but I can not escape, desolation and despair
I run away, I run away, but the path is never ending
I cry, I cry it out
I think I am the daylight, but in my mind is always night
I think my brain is healthy, and I think my brain is sick
I think I am a fire, but my soul is freezing cold
I think I am divinity, and I think I thought too much
I don’t know what’s the answer, there is always right or wrong
Don’t understand, don’t understand, what’s real in my whole life
I am all alone in this world, and no one hears my cries
I don’t know why (3x) must we die
Chorus:
I run away, but I can not escape, desolation and despair
I run away, I run away, but the path is never ending
I cry, I cry it out
Slowly Pass Out
You can hate me, you can hate me if you want
You can punch me, you can punch me into my face
I go out Friday night, have some beer, let’s rock tonight
Metal music, heads bang, the mood is great, people sing
You can hate me, you can hate me if you want
You can punch me, you can punch me into my face
The party goes on and on, the music’s loud, all girls are hot
So much beer slowly fills me up, until my brain’s a big huge mess
I lose my sense, I’m out of control
So I take some drugs to cheer me up
The power flows right through my veins
And takes control of my body and soul
Chorus:
I take a trip into another sphere
Don’t realize what happens to me now
Hallucinations confuse me so
Colors and noise are one big blur
But I feel great, so very alive
I dance all night and love the girls
Then a punch, pain and blood everywhere
I’m on the ground slowly pass out
You can hate me, you can hate me if you want
You can punch me, you can punch me into my face
I wake up ‘cause somehow I’m cold
Hungry, bloody, aching and sick
Where am I, I’m in a ditch
There’s so much dirt and puke everywhere
I don’t remember last night
My brain is in a confused mental state
Now I need more of these drugs
Because tonight begins the same shit again
Chorus:
I take a trip into another sphere
Don’t realize what happens to me now
Hallucinations confuse me so
Colors and noise are one big blur
But I feel great, so very alive
I dance all night and love the girls
Then a punch, pain and blood everywhere
I’m on the ground slowly pass out
Yearning For Salvation
I can smell the blood on the floor
And I open the door to my fate
See the dying, see the pain
Feel the anguish of my hate
I don’t understand
What this vision will forever mean for me
I get captured and confused
When wondering about the meaning of my life
I walk down a long way to hell
With blood on my hands from those people who I wish to kill
See the dying, see the pain
Feel the anguish of my hate
I don’t understand
What this vision will forever mean for me
I get captured and confused
When wondering about the meaning of my life
Chorus:
I slowly come back into my life of misery
I don’t understand why hate burns inside of me
I don’t know what’s the sense of life and death
Can I glide into heavens shore
I walk a path to the horizon
Blinded by the blackness of my mind
With endless yearning for salvation
I glide into heavens shore
I can smell the blood on the floor
And I open the door to my fate
See the dying, see the pain
Feel the anguish of my hate
I don’t understand
What this vision will forever mean for me
I get captured and confused
When wondering about the meaning of my life
Chorus:
I slowly come back into my life of misery
I don’t understand why hate burns inside of me
I don’t know what’s the sense of life and death
Can I glide into heavens shore
The Silent Killing
Sitting in my room at night
Gazing at the sky outside
Just another day goes by
Madness roams my mind
Thinking, searching, looking out
Asking what my life’s about
Restless running of my thoughts
Questions but no answers
There’s a killer and a victim deep inside of me
Confusion about what is meant to be
Sitting in my room at night
Gazing at the sky outside
Just another day goes by
Madness roams my mind
Thinking, searching, looking out
Asking what my life’s about
Restless running of my thoughts
Questions but no answers
Chorus:
Maybe I go down the drain
Maybe I can’t stop the pain
Waiting for another time
Hoping something clears my mind
Decay and renewal inside of my head
Merciless time is running on
Tired of this endless running
Tired of this endless waiting
Repressing all those ugly thoughts
Nothing gets me out
Sitting in my room at night
Gazing at the sky outside
Just another day goes by
Madness roams my mind
There’s a killer and a victim deep inside of me
Confusion about what is meant to be
Don't Fear The Creeper
Take care, beware, ‘cause the night is watching you
Out there in the dark there is a demon out of control
He comes every spring and then he wants to eat
He eats every part of all body to stay alive
He is the one, he’s on the hunt
Blood marks his way, with countless corpses
He will get you, ‘cause he smells your fear
So please run away, and don’t turn around
Don’t turn around when you hear these words
Chorus:
Jeepers Creepers – is what you hear
Jeepers Creepers – the demon is near
He comes every spring and then he wants to eat
So be careful and watch out when you hear these words
Chorus:
Jeepers Creepers – is what you hear
Jeepers Creepers – your death is near
Jeepers Creepers – he is hunting you
Jeepers Creepers – and cripple you
Take care, beware, ‘cause the demon’s smelling you
Out there he is and he wants a piece of you
Then there he is and he is killing you
He eats your eyes and now he can see
He is the evil one, he brings the death
So please run away and don’t turn around
He is the one, he’s on the hunt
Blood marks his way, with countless corpses
He has got you, you can’t run away
He takes your eyes, you cannot escape
I am a demon inside of your head
I am the evil I’m your death
Show you heaven, show you hell
Land of desaster and decay
Come with me into my land
I will show you what you’ll get
A place in heaven on earth
A place in paradise
Chorus:
Fly away with me, to a place where we can be
Fly away with me, to another place
Life’s to live - Death’s to die - To the end we fly
Come with me into my own land
I will show you heaven eternally
You see what I see, you feel what I feel
Come with me now, away from here
I will take your soul for eternity
You see the darkness, you see the hell in your own heart
My paradise is your demise
And your demise is my surprise
I am a demon inside of your head
I am the evil I’m your death
I show you heaven, show you hell
Land of desaster and decay
Chorus:
Fly away with me, to a place where we can be
Fly away with me, to your paradise
Dead Soul Decline
Is this the world we are living in
Is this the place where we are
Hate and despair all over the place
Is it real or just a dream
I close my eyes
And feel the wind touching my face
Feel anger, feel pain
But I don’t know where I am
I stare at the dark sky outside
Storm clouds al lover me
There is thunder and lightning
Is it real or just a dream
I close my eyes
And feel the wind touching my face
Feel anger, feel pain
But I don’t know where I am
I close my eyes
And feel the rain touching my face
Hear thunder rand noise
Feel the fear deep inside of me
I want to wake up, let me wake up now
Am I dreaming or is this reality
Chorus:
Through the rain I’m running
Along an endless road in the dark
Confusion deep inside of me
Is there a way out
Is there another side of life
I cannot comprehend what is real
I ask myself what’s the meaning of life
I can’t understand why we live here
Is there anybody out there
Who can help me find my way
I cannot escape of all these lies
Chorus:
Through the rain I’m running
Along an endless road in the dark
Confusion deep inside of me
Is there a way out
Is there another side of life
I cannot comprehend what is real
Is this the world we are living in
Is this the place where we are
Hate and despair all over the place
Is it real or just a dream
I close my eyes
And feel the darkness deep inside of me
Feel anger, feel pain
But I don’t know where I am
I close my eyes
And feel the emptiness inside of my heart
Hear nothing at all
Feel the fear deep inside of me
Chorus:
Through the rain I’m running
Along an endless road in the dark
Confusion deep inside of me
Is there a way out
Is there another side of life
I cannot comprehend what is real
The Nightmare Within
Risen back from the dead
Human fear feeds my suffocating lust
Haunting screams fill the night
Raped and splattered corpses rise my anger
Bodies - worn out - souls falling down
Butchery, makes me feel a sense of release
Chorus:
So many years which have passed by
And humans seem to be the same
Dying with or without feelings
Lifeless eyes stare in the dark
Waiting while my victims sleep
Just another game begins
And in their weakest hour
I decide their fate
Waiting while my victims sleep
Just another game begins
And in their weakest hour
I decide their fate
Malice - in my chest - just destroy subsistance
Certain death crawling nearer
Senseless moments interrupt the strain
Smash your body, rape your soul
And your nightmare starts again
Chorus:
So many years which have passed by
And humans seem to be the same
Dying with or without feelings
Lifeless eyes stare in the dark
Waiting while my victims sleep
Just another game begins
And in their weakest hour
I decide their fate
Engaged With Destiny
I think I am a little kid, and I think I’m full of life
I think I am a hero, and I save the world from lies
I think that I have the power, and I use it for the right
But I think that there is evil, and it’s deep inside of my mind
I think I am beautiful, and I think I’m nasty, too
I think I am affectionate, although I think that I am bad
I don’t know what’s the answer, there is always right or wrong
Don’t understand, don’t understand, what’s real in my whole life
I am all alone in this world, and no one hears my cries
I don’t know why (3x) must we die
Chorus:
I run away, but I can not escape, desolation and despair
I run away, I run away, but the path is never ending
I cry, I cry it out
I think I am the daylight, but in my mind is always night
I think my brain is healthy, and I think my brain is sick
I think I am a fire, but my soul is freezing cold
I think I am divinity, and I think I thought too much
I don’t know what’s the answer, there is always right or wrong
Don’t understand, don’t understand, what’s real in my whole life
I am all alone in this world, and no one hears my cries
I don’t know why (3x) must we die
Chorus:
I run away, but I can not escape, desolation and despair
I run away, I run away, but the path is never ending
I cry, I cry it out
Slowly Pass Out
You can hate me, you can hate me if you want
You can punch me, you can punch me into my face
I go out Friday night, have some beer, let’s rock tonight
Metal music, heads bang, the mood is great, people sing
You can hate me, you can hate me if you want
You can punch me, you can punch me into my face
The party goes on and on, the music’s loud, all girls are hot
So much beer slowly fills me up, until my brain’s a big huge mess
I lose my sense, I’m out of control
So I take some drugs to cheer me up
The power flows right through my veins
And takes control of my body and soul
Chorus:
I take a trip into another sphere
Don’t realize what happens to me now
Hallucinations confuse me so
Colors and noise are one big blur
But I feel great, so very alive
I dance all night and love the girls
Then a punch, pain and blood everywhere
I’m on the ground slowly pass out
You can hate me, you can hate me if you want
You can punch me, you can punch me into my face
I wake up ‘cause somehow I’m cold
Hungry, bloody, aching and sick
Where am I, I’m in a ditch
There’s so much dirt and puke everywhere
I don’t remember last night
My brain is in a confused mental state
Now I need more of these drugs
Because tonight begins the same shit again
Chorus:
I take a trip into another sphere
Don’t realize what happens to me now
Hallucinations confuse me so
Colors and noise are one big blur
But I feel great, so very alive
I dance all night and love the girls
Then a punch, pain and blood everywhere
I’m on the ground slowly pass out
Yearning For Salvation
I can smell the blood on the floor
And I open the door to my fate
See the dying, see the pain
Feel the anguish of my hate
I don’t understand
What this vision will forever mean for me
I get captured and confused
When wondering about the meaning of my life
I walk down a long way to hell
With blood on my hands from those people who I wish to kill
See the dying, see the pain
Feel the anguish of my hate
I don’t understand
What this vision will forever mean for me
I get captured and confused
When wondering about the meaning of my life
Chorus:
I slowly come back into my life of misery
I don’t understand why hate burns inside of me
I don’t know what’s the sense of life and death
Can I glide into heavens shore
I walk a path to the horizon
Blinded by the blackness of my mind
With endless yearning for salvation
I glide into heavens shore
I can smell the blood on the floor
And I open the door to my fate
See the dying, see the pain
Feel the anguish of my hate
I don’t understand
What this vision will forever mean for me
I get captured and confused
When wondering about the meaning of my life
Chorus:
I slowly come back into my life of misery
I don’t understand why hate burns inside of me
I don’t know what’s the sense of life and death
Can I glide into heavens shore
The Silent Killing
Sitting in my room at night
Gazing at the sky outside
Just another day goes by
Madness roams my mind
Thinking, searching, looking out
Asking what my life’s about
Restless running of my thoughts
Questions but no answers
There’s a killer and a victim deep inside of me
Confusion about what is meant to be
Sitting in my room at night
Gazing at the sky outside
Just another day goes by
Madness roams my mind
Thinking, searching, looking out
Asking what my life’s about
Restless running of my thoughts
Questions but no answers
Chorus:
Maybe I go down the drain
Maybe I can’t stop the pain
Waiting for another time
Hoping something clears my mind
Decay and renewal inside of my head
Merciless time is running on
Tired of this endless running
Tired of this endless waiting
Repressing all those ugly thoughts
Nothing gets me out
Sitting in my room at night
Gazing at the sky outside
Just another day goes by
Madness roams my mind
There’s a killer and a victim deep inside of me
Confusion about what is meant to be
Don't Fear The Creeper
Take care, beware, ‘cause the night is watching you
Out there in the dark there is a demon out of control
He comes every spring and then he wants to eat
He eats every part of all body to stay alive
He is the one, he’s on the hunt
Blood marks his way, with countless corpses
He will get you, ‘cause he smells your fear
So please run away, and don’t turn around
Don’t turn around when you hear these words
Chorus:
Jeepers Creepers – is what you hear
Jeepers Creepers – the demon is near
He comes every spring and then he wants to eat
So be careful and watch out when you hear these words
Chorus:
Jeepers Creepers – is what you hear
Jeepers Creepers – your death is near
Jeepers Creepers – he is hunting you
Jeepers Creepers – and cripple you
Take care, beware, ‘cause the demon’s smelling you
Out there he is and he wants a piece of you
Then there he is and he is killing you
He eats your eyes and now he can see
He is the evil one, he brings the death
So please run away and don’t turn around
He is the one, he’s on the hunt
Blood marks his way, with countless corpses
He has got you, you can’t run away
He takes your eyes, you cannot escape