happiness

Now I've got nothing to love from my heart
Now there's no reason to live in deep reef
So I...

Split my head, squeeze my heart


3. Like a Parhelion

As I awake from a plating feast
As I swim out of a stream of glare
As I attain to a shriveled breast
As I sense that I stand nowhere

Vacant words flood out of the incontinent mouth
Scum covers the stagnant eyes
Vacant worlds flood into the fainting mouth
Scud erases the shine in the skies

Puny and feeble gleam's got lost to all
Too dark to find a prop I leaned against
Illusion was a radiant that would never fall
Lust and rust ooze out of the festering crust

Honor and pride of fiction
All fade away like a parhelion

No shape, no shade
As I've got no glint by my side


4. Raise the Estatic

Born in the land of God, the living God
Sacrify your sole soul, the hale soul
Blessed in the hand of God, the liberal God
Satisfy your whole soul, the hollowed soul

Raise the ecstatic, raise the bond

Consign yourself in the sense of bliss to the God
Concrete your flesh in the sense of faith to the God

The blaring dark...
Raise the ecstatic, raise the blind

Spell yourself in no sense doubt for the goat
Spill your blood in no sense of pain for the goat

Born in the land of goat, the livid goat
Sacrify your sole soul, the frail soul
Bleed in the hand of goat, the libertine goat
Sanguine your whole soul, the freezed soul


5. Forever Casket Lines and Their Amongs

When get out of the water cradle
There flesh-orange glare
Where given no hardle
Then soon to the first enclosure

Fallbounce in the dotted box of metal
Unenough gleam to see the whole
Ti-bo-red internal lurch, the lineal
Failer at rust falls in the hole
Seable outside through dots of crystal
Thin but thrilled stride with the soul
Lifeless life in the line, the formal
Thick but thamped stoop with no role

In the dark box, the line's fixed
Among the box, the way's blurred
Outen the way of the fixed
Get away into the crude

Forever casket lines, the straight to unglee
The railed life, no vale, no apex
Joint at last, the lines of casket, the real coffin

And their amongs, the strait to be free
The free-wheel life, may in the vale, can on the apex
Find at last, the place of quiet, rest on plain


6. Human Zoo

Pale faces with dead eyes
Closed mouths with no words
Paved legs with distress
Cold hearts with deep wounds

Crowded into tearing mess
No room to stoop
Watched through teary glass
All gloom to drool

A face, the ugly face, showing no pure dream
Eyes, the turbid eyes, sparkling no live gleam
A mouth, the sewed mouth, suppressing mental scream

Human Zoo
A species of cleverness, the lord of meanness

Swarm into the stuffy cage
Daunted smile on the suff face
Swirl in the floating surge
Dormant will in a flabby trance


7. One in Billions of Dimensions 03:31

Stare at the tired, dry, and grey wall
With the saddest eyes in the world
Embrace the dog-eared handless doll
With the most curst heart in the world

No one in the world but I is feeling broken-down pain
No one in the world but I is exposed to stinging rain

I can't bear
Reeling on the olenginous street
Where everyone is watching me
Singed by the gust of heat
That wriggles me

Heroine of a tragedy, the self-made tragedy

Numberless eyes fix upon me
I'm torn and distorted with no mercy

One in billions of dimensions

I sober up from the nightmarish fairytale
No one is watching me but bending his head in a tremble

Everyone in the world but I is feeling broken-down pain
Everyone in the world but I is exposed to stinging rain


8. Exasperation

Yell of Pain
Obcination
Unbend moan...

Pursue the pleasure and profit
Aspire to all the asset
Thousands of thoughtless threat
Hot-headed hyper hit

Ongoing numerous pressure
Lean on the weakest ones
Oligarchy to keep his power
Gash deeply minds of crowds

It can be past all bearin'
Cruelty to blame
Augment the mental pain
Long for his losing game

Togged in a sinful turban
Yo-yoing senseless brain
Rack innocents with pain
And kneel to the dawn

No sane is in his mind
Transgress the law on the sand

Oil slick, Fire work
Terrific, Heartache

Exasperation on black mud
Exasperation on bird's dead

Nominal anger, feel-good tear
Nightlong hysteries on TV
Unsound lecture, comfort tear
It's just hypocrisy


9. Self-Destructive Flattery (The Version of Artificial Illusion)

Suffer from the power, full frightened eyes
Glanced by the strong, jump behind the wall
Speak to the great, left out in the cold
Derided by the big, long the own power

A chance has come at last, to win the strong's heart
Lies are the means, none is aware
Gradually get the power, suddenly get arrogant
Good at the flattery, good at lies, good at court, well done mouth

No one can bear the sudden swagger
Too weak mind, too much arrogance
Puke lies from the uncontrolled mouth
Too much flattery, too much suspect

Temporal power by the lies is no real
The weakness of mind exposes the lies of itself

Just say ill-gotten goods never prosper


10. World

Beams flash, babes wail
Trains crash, men fall
The streets burn,
Where signs disappeared
The earth squeaks from distance, the sights lean
But everyone laughs
The shines are wet
Where eyes decomposed
The hearts mildew from depth, the sighs sleep
And everyone laughs
Clouds hang down pulpy sponge
Smogs of smart grow up
Benumbed faces, minds, slaver, split
Choked but chucking bodies dot


11. Hypocritical Instinct

Deceitful conscience, equal's to man's reason
Deceitful conscience, everyone needs to have

Ceaseless vindication, rational man's character
Sense of being good, festive utter fool

Concealing the real conscience, repressed all through the life
Concealing the real conscience, resigned to the snuff

Suppression goes on in the depth
We all being hypnotized
With the pleasure of caressed mind
Collision with the unconscious
causes gradual irritation

None's ever tried the simple life with no persona
Should it cause the general threat of no hiding
None's ever lived the genuine life with no persona
Should it release the unconscious from the pressure

Now is the time to see the core of our mind