Sayyadina

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02. REDEFINED
Can't see straight
when it's all twisted
Screwdrivers and hammers
are doing a good job inside
Swallowed once too much
Rewritten and redefined
Nothing is new, just stolen and used
Borrowed or stolen, nothing is new

03. I DARE
Consuming the perfect image
Objectify, then decide - will it cut?
This is just your perfect image
Trust me, it will break
All that's learned can be unlearned
A model for others, a fake
You're dead and gone to me
I turn my back and walk away
I see through
I dare to see through
The object is clear now
I see through
A shepherd leads us through the mission of hate
A twisted tongue to keep us down
A fooled population will be heard
The strike is coming, just wait and see

04. HUNT ME
Hunt me, hunt me
Hunt me, hunt me
The hunt is on
An easy pray
A mortal fight
I face my death
Try to escape
Try to live through
In any way
the battle is lost
The hunt goes on
It's all a game
with lives at stake
and me to blame
Always in the wrong place
I'm the one to blame

05. MY SAY SHALL BE THE LAST
Your god is not mine
I will judge and execute
My say shall be the last
I'm in power here, not you
In solitude I'll grow
There's no god that I fear
My say shall be the last
I will never fear you
Down my throat again
You try to force me
Your god is not mine
I will judge and execute
My say shall be the last
I'm in power here, not you

06. VOICES
Easy on the trigger man
A gun can just explode
Seen you do it every day
Don't want to see you go
I hear the voices too
Closer every day
But never let them get you
Never let them stay
You're looking out for options
The easiest way out
But I won't let you go this time
I'm ready for the fight
I hear the voices too
I want them to be gone
I hear them getting stronger
I think they've finally won
Don't want to see you go
I hear the voices too
Closer every day
But never let them get you

07. ALL IS LOST
Fighting means nothing
We've lost all control
No future, no hope
Saw it coming, now watch it go
We'll never find the missing link
It's all a downhill road
All your regrets in life
mean nothing anymore
Written in stone
Painted in blood
What's done is done
Giving up is the only way
Giving up is the only way
Throw it all away
The pigs will bite, the pigs will taste
Throw it all away
There is no hope
There is no future
Fighting means nothing
We've lost all control

08. DISCONTENT
Always want it to be wrong
So much into complaining
Disappointed when it's fine
Satisfaction is a bore
So much into complaining
Disappointed when it's fine

09. IN PROCESS
So cold inside, can't feel any heat
Like ice to ice, stone to stone
My worst enemy is in that mirror
Staring, just staring right through
This whole world is a threat
Slowly turn my fate on me
Programming in process
To erase my mind
Paranoia strikes harder and harder
Stronger than before
Feels like falling back again
Can't shut it anymore
Sacrifice is finally
Let go of what's known as life
Smash that hateful mirror
Watch it, now watch it slowly die

10. THE REAL
The energy that feeds my life is slowly fading away
The neverending cold is coming, winter here to stay
Driving myself insane
The skin is thick and hard
Killing capacity set to ten
Dying for destructive art
The energy that feeds my life is slowly fading away
Ruins of a decent life is all replaced with pain
All replaced with...
The energy that feeds my life is slowly fading away
The neverending cold is coming, winter here to stay
Driving myself insane
The skin is thick and hard
Killing capacity set to ten
Dying for destructive art
This is all I know
The only thing that feels
This is all I know
The only thing that's real

11. I SAW IT TOO
Bars passing, the gate is closed
Open it slowly and walk inside
Surrounded by noise and smells
Take a step closer to the lights
I saw it too
Arms stretch to grab you
Can't fight this fight
Can't resist the grip around your neck
I just can't help
to stare into the light
I saw it too
Which you were blind now?
Wish you were dead?

12. HOSTAGE
Life's holding me hostage

13. SECOND BEST
A rejected soul
Getting the cold hand
Stop right there
or be hurt for long
Cold ashes on the ground
Better step away
Keep the distance
Memories only hurt
Destroy the evidence
Burn it all to the ground
Twist and turn
Live and burn
Holding on
Giving up
A reason to stay
of leave for good
Changing every pattern
Working for nothing
Changing for the worse
Total failure
is the only option
Just burn it to the ground
24 hours of bitter pain
every fucking second
This has been the coldest year
and things will not get better
A rejected soul
Getting the cold hand
Stop right there
or be hurt for long
Cold ashes on the ground
Better step away
Keep the distance
Memories only hurt
Destroy the evidence
Burn it all, burn it to the ground

14. DENIAL
I deny your definitions
your values and your demands
but I am forced to live in your world
There's a sickness eating away
by the strength of all mankind
and that sickness is you
Chasing you like fire in a house
It's spreading way fast now
See the creation go up in flames
There's no help here
No one to call
Born to pray
Born to fall
The pain feels like storming ice
An animal biting in anger
It's all around
No chance getting away
The truth will get you far
but denial takes you all the way
Deny everything and walk free
In denial lies the real truth

15. COME FINAL REST
Looking into the glass again
See nothing but repetition
I'm running in a treadmill here
A heartbeat from drowning in sweat
Life's struggle every day
Getting harder, no reason to stay
Mankind - nothing but passing phase
Mankind - we're destroying ourselves
Mankind - living by the hour
Mankind - breed with the predicted doom
Mistakes and misunderstandings
My nature is no choice
Tired of all your mindless shit
Trying hard to never give up
to resist this human rest
Put us all to our final rest
Mankind - nothing but passing phase
Mankind - we're destroying ourselves
Mankind - living by the hour
Mankind - breed with the predicted doom

16. THE GREAT BLACKOUT
Screaming and panicking masses
learn to know pure fear
Randomly running for shelter
but no place in safe
This intrusive evil
smothers all hope
Penetrating darkness
Ice cold terror
It blackens out all society
Erases the earth
Leaving a big gap of nothing
Finally it's gone

17. REMINDER
Sweat dripping
from the linger
on the trigger
I do it this time
Reached the lowest now
There's a level down
Couldn't go there
Not this time
Try to hold
on to this
life in fear
Want to let go
Reached the lowest now
There's a level down
Couldn't go there
Not this time
Rules to follow
Rules to break
Faces to spit at
Your smiling face
Reached the lowest now
There's a level down
Couldn't go there
Not this time

18. NOTHING IN RETURN
This place, the miserable earth, gave nothing
and I will give nothing in return
I discovered it's all just a lie
Clear from the first time I opened my eyes

19. RESE OF THE REJECTED
The lonely and the hated
The despised and the unloved
Neglected, rejected, on the bottom
This cold world is not for you
Kidnapped from the womb
and left alone
Lying in a corner
like a stone
The outcasts and sinners
The bullies and their prey
The day will come for you to rise
and break the chain
Outside of everything every day
It will all look the same in the end
Praise the Lord for what he's giving
Praising you for destroying it

20. DESERVE YOU
You think you make a change
when things are to be done
'Til your perfection's reached
you'll destroy and burn this place
We deserve death and pain
We deserve you, you scum
We deserve nothing more
We deserve to be forgotten
Vengeance for past mistakes
A long time with no see (but never forgotten)
Rise from a four years sleep
to four more years of reign
We deserve to be forgotten

21. SOLITARY CONFINEMENT
Hate feeds me
Hate, filled with hate
Hate refills me
Reigns over me
Fear grips me
Dear, don't walk away
Where do I go?