ght, and call the darkened tide
In a wish for nothingness and void we shall forgive us

In darkness step by step, towards eternal lies.
We are just falling down to find our last deliverance

Refrain
Here we have nothing to see
Only curtains of illusions where all of time stands still

In agony, trying to breathe
All my useless thoughts are wasted, my unforgiven will

Here you leave and see, I bleed
In this killing and this silent, this filling emptiness

Feeling what's lost, where to flee
And the Shadows that are fading again I lose my way.

Strophe
Our silence where we dwell, our silence where we're spelled
Our silence to forget each other once forever.

To ease into misery, to know how deep we fell
No matter what we'll lose, we have it now or never.

And so it's time for grief, but never to forgive
We're thrown away from throne of sacred violent fire

Abused we cringe to slaves, within this hollow grave
We're traitors to forget this is our last desire.

Here we have nothing to see
Only curtains of illusions where all the time stands still

In agony, trying to breath
All my useless thoughts are wasted, my unforgiven will

Refrain
Here you leave and see, I bleed
In this killing and this silent, this filling emptiness

Feeling what's lost, where to flee
And the Shadows that are fading again I lose my way.

by Grigorii Petrenko


03. Regret
Damn you, die with me now, you say this to me once more
never to be, we find nothing else

So damn you, broken you lie; broken your creed,
I hate you. I'll never believe these dreams where you're shining.

Refrain
See, I seek, I seek for where you've gone
The water where you drown, the grave that you belong to

Deep, so calm my peace under the ground
I'm sure I wouldn't stay in your world much longer.

Strophe
Damn you, shut empty eyes, you won't face truth here,
not me! How could you try, to feel my regret, but

Never, no more disguises nothing to hide,
I drag it, down to the ground.
I won't come back to light

Refrain
See, I'm free, so come to me, up here
Now we are both so near to what we did appeal for

Deep, within I still will not believe
No secret of your truth you never can reveal, no.

by Grigorii Petrenko


04. From grey to ...
One day it could all turn grey; from white to black it stops to change.
And only grey will here remain to stay; forever day by day

Grey is the reason for despair, grey days are getting old and bare
So old and never ever to come back; forever turns to black

Refrain
Grey take my soul! I fade,
Falling to the depths of time
This nothingness inside me, deep inside

No reason here to bow
for the world of all the blind
Killing the light of life ... of senseless life.

Strophe
Come look around, say what you see; again this endless futile joy,
and hear this whispering silence's deadly voice; that speaks inside of me.

Your wounds are open and you bleed, the blood is mixed with all the sand
And time is running slowly to its end; a time for you to live

Refrain
Grey take my soul! I fade,
Falling to the depths of time
This nothingness inside me, deep inside

No reason here to bow
for the world of all the blind
Killing the light of life ... of senseless life.

by Grigorii Petrenko


05. Icarus
I cannot take the world's new turn
I cannot make the sun stop burning

I cannot stop the sun, it burns
Flaming my eyes, I can't return

I cannot lose the time,I'm learning
Learning to leave this place alone

I cannot fake the inner yearning
I cannot find my faith, it's gone

Refrain
How could you do it? what you did
Burned up my wings and made me creep

Trapped me inside of hopeless creeds
Threw me down to the abyss, deep

I cannot hate the sun,it's burning
I cannot stop the world, it's turning

I cannot touch the sun,I burn
But I know I was never wrong

Refrain
How can you live immortal day?
How can you be reborn again?

How can you be so true but fake?
How could I make a fatal mistake?

How could you stay inside of me?
How could you make me trust in thee

How could I take your sun,your lust?
Searing you,turning you into dust...

by Grigorii Petrenko


06. Through the mirror
Frozen light, I feel so cold,having frozen mind
I know I have to decide

Frozen space; my empty veins, my unspoken prayers.
The grateful sin: suicide.

Frozen home, the last revenge for all those who died
All of those I now deny

Frozen soul, now I am ruling this world up high
This ugly grin is now my smile

Refrain
Above the world; now it is mine
and under my world you are wasting your time

Now follow me,I am divine
Your mirror is broken, this is my last crime

Strophe
cross the line, and try to make it all cold and bright
i want for you to decide.

Stop the tide, of hopes and thoughts, of eternal "why?"
Know how to dare and defy

Refrain
Just step aside, you will face time
My wrecked and disgusting visions of life

Don't follow me,I am divine!
Just worship your mirror and worship your crime!

by Grigorii Petrenko


07. Essential Loss
Unseen is what you are
Though unveiled before the juices of scorn
Consume your sad remains
No purpose has promised you salvation

Refrain
A big restless struggle evolves
A desperate game
No way to resist

And as I am watching you die
My limbs are tied up
My spirit revolts

Strophe
Reckless the gratefulness
Itґs grinding on every pure decision
Reason obliterates
The towers of further inclinations

Refrain
A big restless struggle evolves
A desperate game
No way to resist

And as I am watching you die
My limbs are tied up
My spirit revolts

A big restless struggle evolves
eradicate now
Oh failure so sweet

And as I am watching you die
The universe glows
The essential loss

by Lorenz Graf


08. The Enemy Inside
It's growing inside you
It's taking you beyond your world, abandoned ever since your birth

It's bringing you nightmares,
it's calling your last hour; your wish to stop this neverending curse

It's killing all your senses
It seals all doors that lead out away from darkened cold and empty cells

Forsaken and forgotten
Forbidden formless lifeless you're doomed to stay alone within this jail

Refrain
This wish to go
This lust to leave
And never to be
And never to believe it

The pain you have
Inside your mind
Will poison your soul
Will carve deep scars within your heart

Your empty days
Eternal sin
Forever disgraced
Forever compromising

Immortal soul
Your endless road
A torment so cruel
You'll never feel alive

Strophe
Your peace is so fragile
It's fractured into pieces a universe that crumbles into dust

The enemy within
That daily drains your brain.Your only wish, your curse, your only lust

by Grigorii Petrenko


09. Tormented In Grace
No more home that waits with wide opened doors
No more child that faces the morning dawn

Refrain
Slaughtered in vain...
Abandoned cold world and doomed,sacrificed

So proud in shame
So twisted in mind and paying its price with fear

Strophe
No one will stare at the blood-raining sky
Never more, No hope ever to be found

Refrain
Tormented in grace
and sacred delight where agony cries

The Reckoning day
Subverted and bent so Fractured and deadly days.

by Grigorii Petrenko


10. Curse
You know, my painful god; my old forgotten cell
Please, save me from this curse of a bridge I'll never cross

My wish for doom to think, my will for hopelessness dwells
Can I just fill this void, to turn to senseless loss

My dirge to live I hear, to live in vain in fears
To turn my heart to dust, to freeze my blood and thoughts

To spill here all my tears, forgetting the glimpses
of what could be my past, my ever haunting ghost

I'm longing for the end, i'm looking for the hope
Can't see my shade ahead, and not behind...alone

Will it ever burn my brand? The race of thoughts will stop?
I see my visions dead my light long time gone...

by Grigorii Petrenko