want this feeling)

I need more
all I want is to break
my circle of regrets
circle of regrets

Is there any solution?
I want to find the way to escape... to go away


2. Stately Lover

I just need you absolutely
all the fears in your mind
I just want you absolutely
to sail this ship of mine

I don't know what the hell you're saying
'cause you're going blind
using all the lies they told you
to hurt your mind

And I can breathe now...

It's there, pretends to be a guide for you
like a candle in the dark
lies like a really cold breeze in the air
step by step you'll lose your faith

I just need you miserably
broken man come to me
I just need you desperately
just want to change your mind


3. Honeymoon Suite

Close your eyes
don't you feel the rejection, baby?
Does it hurt?
Come here now
I've got something to tell you, honey...
I don't want you back

Won't you take me back
won't you take me back with you
won't you take me back
won't you wrap me with your love again...

Get out of my life
I know I've failed you, but I'll make it up
get out of my life
I know I failed you, just let me try again

You're to blame
I'm no more you business

Can't you see I'm praying
for your forgiveness

Shut your mouth
I don't need your affection, darling
does it hurt?
Come here now
I've got something to tell you, honey...
I don't want you back

I will do anything you want
but hold me forever
be a nightmare in my sleep
scare me forever
like a bullet in my soul
kill me forever
all the lies I have sold to you
are sour thorns in my mouth


4. My Wings

Slip out the door and fly
I'm lost in time I hover
as an angel, I hover

Embracing all myself I reel
through the storm that is shaking me
I don't know where
I don't know why
I know I'm not going to fall

And butterflies are flying (fly away)
right beside me
as I ascend to the clouds

No, I won't delay
no, I won't delay
time is like a knife for me now
I just won't delay

Time is mine
I got the blade
change your mind
I'll make you stay

Butterflies are flying
and I just won't delay


5. To Myself I Turned

I was born in another world
strictly connected to a piece of my mind
nothing more than a little land
it is a small cradle where I'm a kid
I am the princess in there,
nothing wrong in my fantasy world

I am the king, the nation,
no dictators or religions
no laws laid down for me
I have my own liberty inside of me
nothing to lose, I want to live here

As you see I'm the only survivor in this land

When did I hear this wind before
change like this to a deeper roar?
I'm starting to bleed another way
I just need some time to complete myself

these spotlights are here again
I can't see anything, I'm blind
this nature of time and space
makes me sick of the situation

I couldn't know if I...
if I will be strong enough for this
I have to choose, do I want to live here?


6. Cold

Skin so cold
I knew you'd go away
and now I put you down to lay
nothing to feel for you
this was our last dance

Closer and closer, it's time to surrender
to the desire that you cannot mention
don't try to breathe
don't try to run away

But I'm reaching for the sky (going to fly)
won't you please stay

With a smile I watch you go
you'll never know I didn't cry
with a smile I saw you die
you'll never know I didn't cry

No more fear
they said you were so weak
and now I put you down to lay
nothing to feel for you
this was our last dance


7. Reverie

I have you in my dreams at night
you were holding my hands
then I awake and you're not mine
now it's time to rise

I want to turn cold ice in my soul
got to freeze this yearning inside

When you're inflicted by
the passion of love
desire and yearning the
deeper they burn
you were...
now it's too late
you were...

Now you're gone
It's too late
I was wrong
It's my fate

"I think of you and I see me
I'm the one I thought I've never be
I feel dirty - no purity
desire and yearning in you heart
no mercy for you no mercy for me."


8. Veins Of Glass

These ghosts I keep inside
shards of glass in my veins
release me from myself, release
from my duality

I face these as a soldier would
but useless is my war
the innocence that smiles today
tomorrow will bee lying

Who is it that really dies when all the people look at me?
And I'm twisting my fingers in my hair
while a mirror reflects me

Now I'm digging to the bone
all the painting
scratching at flesh, drives me mad
to be alive and free

And the ghosts I keep inside myself
how do they see me?
while again I'm drowning
with my soul will you save me?


9. Falling Again

I lay, looking at my hands
I search in these lines
I've not the answer
I'm crying and I don't know
watching the sky
I search an answer
I'm free, free to be
I'm not another liar
I just want to be myself... myself

And now the beat inside me
is a sort of a cold breeze and I've
never any feeling inside
ruining me...
bring my body
carry it into another world
I know I live... but like a stone I'm falling down

I pray, looking into the sky
I can feel this rain
right now it's falling on me
fly, I just want to fly
life is all mine
some days I cry alone,
but I know I'm not the only one
I'm here, another day is gone
I don't want to die...?
Please be there when I'll arrive, don't cry... please